It is back

This one is worse than before

To make matters worse

 

I do not matter

I have not done anything

And I want love

 

They do not want me

They had told me this before

But hope teaches you to forget

 

I went on

It goes on

And now it is back

 

There is no hope

No forgetting

No love

 

It is worse than before because it has come back against hope

Hoping that it would get better

It has not

 

I want love

To get better

 

I cannot wait any longer